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I am walking around everywhere, alone

It’s so noisy outside, but I am always lonely inside

I went anywhere to the place, to find what the real meaning of life

Look around, and the flower was so happy, when the bee spread the pollen and took honey from it

Because they are need each other to life on

No. Until these days, I never feel that happiness

But, when I walked to a strange place

With my weakness,

I came to find the right place to fill my heart from loneliness

In the beginning its always strange

I’m always make a distance

I thought I can’t face it

But someday, we arrange to walk around together, to find my laugh

My sincere laugh

It still usual at the start

But when time is running, I could feel that happiness slowly

Warm. Its warmed my heart

I never feel as warm as when you boil some drink in the winter

I don’t realize, when my sincere smile come out suddenly

This my first time,

First time I found the special people in my life

Not only one, but many of them

They are extraordinary

Back then, I’m so sad. Cried anywhere,

Because, I’m always think that everyone near me, close to me are my special one

But they never think same with me

Its different this time,

Their act, friendship, affection was so different

I’m really found it

Yes this is my first time I feel it

That’s why I’m so glad

Like when you meet your God in the heaven

Times go by

Laugh,smile and happy were my tittle everyday

I feel so comfortable, I don’t wanna go out from this

From the place that made me feel something that I never had before

I wanna stay here. Forever.

From the deepest on my heart

But, the happiness never last forever

I have another life to live on

From this time, I hate rain

It always came when my tears flow so hard

They never looked my tears, It was not my eyes, but heart

I know that the rain never permit us to have the distance

But why it don’t let sun bright to us so we can show our tears together?

When you cry in the rain, how come they can see your sadness?

The farewell begin..

Honestly, I never wanted they let my hands off

But this is the fact

Can I get those warm in my heart in the known place?

My real life.

Different.

Can I go back to that strange place?

Or It was just a dream?

Or It was an illusion?

Yes. If I want to always feel that happiness, It’ll never enough time to get

Can I find it here?